It's a Good Journey
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Across the Border
Every ninety days I'm supposed leave the country of Honduras and come back in to renew my passport. So, for the first venture across the border we spent the day seeing some of Guatemala.




























A Red Sky

What do you believe in? Where do you place all your hopes and the dreams you hold so dear to your heart? As for me, I can't think of anywhere more worthy of placing my hope but in Jesus Christ. What could be more fulfilling than to put everything you have into the hands of the One who created you, the One who made you to be a dreamer? Strangely enough though, the one thing that I know to be true, and that brings me real peace in life, is the one thing I have to remind myself of the most. Maybe it's because we have all been born with deceitful hearts that somehow are able to mistake the pureness of truth for something completely opposite - a lie. If there weren't any lies, neither would there be doubts or the terrible confusion that comes from believing in something other than you were created to believe in.
Like the poor old man that died thinking the sky was red. You see, every day he had an opportunity to see otherwise, that the sky was really blue, but he choose not to. The truth was right above him the whole time but he couldn't let go of the things he heard about the sky growing up and all the doubts about its true color that filled his mind as a young man. So, every day he walked about with so much inner turmoil because he was fighting against the truth. If only he would have let go of all the silly lies about the sky being red, he would have led a much more peaceful life. Just as the sky was made to be blue, he was made to believe it was so.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Deep Expression
These days the weeks seem to be passing by faster and faster. Days are starting to become blurs. I guess I'm getting to the point where I'm not thinking about time as much and I'm just living the life here. I've been writing a lot of songs and I've really enjoyed recording with my guitar and my computer. One time, someone here asked me if I ever get tired of playing the guitar because it seems like I'm always playing it. I told him that it's something that I've always loved to do and when I was back in the states I used to play the piano 6 to 12 hours a week. I never count the hours, it's just a part of me.
The other day I watched a show about a lady that is an amazing musician. They were filming a impromptu recording session she was having with another guy. All they had was a huge room and some random things to use for percussion. They would tap on pipes, play guitars with sticks stuck in the strings, whatever they wanted to create sound with. I was even more amazed when I found out that this woman is deaf and has been since she was 11. She doesn't hear the music through her ears, she feels it through her body. The whole thing really resonated with me because I could really relate to their approach to making music. All the time I find myself taping a beat out on a desk, hitting sticks against different objects to see what quality of sound they make. I realized the thing that captivated me the most was the intense emotion that went into it. They were recording an impromptu CD. Nothing was planned. They just went in there and did it. Whatever they felt came out. They had to be totally in touch with themselves and their surrounds to create such a beautiful union of rhythm. When something is 100% emotion, it comes from a deep, deep place that isn't pre-planned but experienced. That's why I think the experience they had creating the music might have been even better than listening to it. I know that the experience of creating music for me is a huge part of enjoying it. It's part of the processes. But at the same time, once you've put so much of yourself into something, it's only natural to want to sit back, relax, and push play when it's all done.
As I came away from watching that show, I realized that it's really important for me to feel totally free to express myself. I'm a creative person and being all that I am might produce off the wall results but that's where I find the most inner peace within myself. I can't restrict who I am by absorbing lies that say I have to fit certain mold. I shouldn't worry about what other's think or worry that I might make them feel uncomfortable. Chances are, if I express who I am, I'll have more fun and the people around probably will too.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Spring Break in Central America
They call it Semana Santa. Honduras, like many Spanish countries has a strong Catholic influence and they set aside a whole week to celebrate around Easter weekend. Many people take off work and go visit relatives or spend time at the beach. After being thrown into the whole new world of teaching for 2 months I was ready for a break. I was looking forward to some down time and I heard them say that we would take a day to travel a bit to some different places in Honduras. Perfect, time to chill, a little time for travel but not long enough to worry about where I would be sleeping or where I would take a shower. Well, I was in for a surprise.
The day we were leaving, I grabbed my camera and ran down the stairs to pile in the car for our long day of site seeing. That's when Mrs. Orieta asked me,
"Where's your clothes?"
"What do you mean where are my clothes? I'm wearing them of course."
"We're going to be gone for four days. You haven't packed anything!?"
I was shocked. They tend to joke around a lot and I thought this might be one of those funny moments that they like to laugh at Jonathan, the gringo. They laughed, but it wasn't it joke. So, after I quickly shifted gears in my mind I ran up stairs and started throwing stuff in my bag that I'd need for the trip. I would say that was my first large miscommunication experience. I realized when they Mr. Guifarro was talking to me about the trip earlier he was talking in Spanish and obviously I missed something, about four days worth. Anyway, after I smoothed out my ruffled feathers we all got in the car and I set my eyes on the coming adventure.























I must say, I don't think I've ever felt so much like a minority as I did then. I was the only tall, blond haired male there with a sleek, slim digital camera. I might as well have had an American flag draped around my body. Some of the guys in costume ran up to me and say, "ARHH! You're from the United States. Give us some money!!" (Spanish of course) I kept trying to tell them I didn't have anything, nada, and the finally left me alone. I felt somewhat insecure at that moment, like they could all turn on me, mob me and steal my camera. Fortunetely I made it out alive and I have the pictures and videos to prove it.








